
Since the majority of you already know why I compete and what my goal is it’s no need to go through the same story...So let get straight to it. (if u dont know feel free to ask)
This past Saturday launched my return to competition at the Round Robin style "Dream Jiu-jitsu" tournament. After all the up and downs that has happen since February off the mat being back in action I felt nervous but eager to say the least.
The goal of "Being a Better Man Than I Once Was" was already embedded going in so it was no serious mental prep I need to go over...it was just mostly visualizing the game I was going to play to see me through the battle.
I had 4 other game competitor in my division ( 5 grand total) so during that day I had 4 really good fights. This really helped with the goal.
Match 1- went against a kid from new breed. I Was every active throughout the whole fight with my guard passing until 30 seconds left of the clock I got swept and lost the fight 2-0..I was a little frustrated with myself that I made a dumb mistake that cost me the fight...but hey guess it was a case of trial & error that befalled on me during the moment.
As I sat there on the sidelines DOUBT began to slip into my mind about my ability to at least do better in my other 3 matches. Then with a little help from Sensei Dartian (xande's friend) and old teammate Steve Cardenas ( Rocky the Red Ranger - had to mention that-) I was able to get a little back into the game. The deal breaker was when I thought about a blog I read from my friend Thomas Craig where he spoke about not focusing on the past and live in the present. At that moment my head got back on straight and I began focusing on my next match which I had plans on doing much better.
Match 2- I
was more focused than ever. Putting the past lost behind me within less than a
minute I was able to establish the mount and cross choke him for the victory. (
xande sure would have been proud of that ). Helped my opponent up.. thanked him
for the fight and began to focus on the next encounter.
Match 3- Sometimes
I ask myself why do things happen to me and in match 3 I had me feeling that
same state. Due to an unfortunate injury of one of the competitors in my
division (really hope he is back on the mats training). Thinking I was left
with no opponent a fresh alternate competitor put his gi on the finish his teammates’
last fight. There was a part of me like dang that not fair (just cuz I already fought
twice and he was fresh)…however a major part of me was ready for the challenge
and even respected the guy for stepping up for his fallen teammate which is a
trait I highly admire from anyone.
The match was by far my
favorite that day just because how energetic it was. With my active use to the
guard/open and him going for nice double legs. The end result was 5-0.
Match 4- In
this match I had the motive of finishing off the day strong and boy did I ever finishing
my last fight in less than a minute by Darce choke.
With me finishing my matches
the day was done for me and the rest of my opponents in the division. However
there was a slight problem.
3 out of the 5 opponents had
three wins and 1 loss under their record at the event. There was a lot of commotion
amongst the coaches and owner at the event. As for me I wasn’t going to argue
over no medal (especially if u saw what the medal looked like) Overall I was
happy with my performance and the great knowledge I got for myself that day, the
medal to me was secondary which was just an extra constellation for what I
achieved that day.
With no proper solution to
the problem, the owner had no choice but to award 3 competitors as the first
place. (no 2nd or 3rd place winners).. aka A lot of us came out a Winner :-) I think thats a first in BJJ history also -haha-
Anyway folks to end this blog
no matter what you do in life never challenge yourself in being better than you
were yesterday.
-monta
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